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Why do you want to study this course or subject?
The handrail in the stairwell of our block of flats is painted green everywhere except along the top, where years of hands have worn it back to grey metal. I started drawing it last spring because I wanted to know whether I could show touch without showing a person. That question became my A-level personal investigation, and it is the main reason I want to study fine art. Making work is how I think most carefully, and I want time to push that thinking further than school allows.
My investigation began with pencil rubbings, a technique I first tried after reading about Max Ernst's frottage. The rubbings recorded texture but felt flat, so I moved to oil paint on board, building the green in thin layers and sanding back to the primer where the rail was worn. Reading about Rachel Whiteread's House, a concrete cast of the inside of a terraced house in east London that stood only briefly before it was demolished, made me think about how absence can be made solid. I like art that makes people notice things they usually walk past, and I want to learn to do that in materials I have not yet tried, especially casting and print.
How have your qualifications and studies helped you to prepare?
Studying Art, Chemistry and English Literature has given me more overlap than I expected. In Art I have learned to keep a disciplined sketchbook. For the handrail project I made over sixty studies, noting the time of day and the lighting, and found that a quick drawing made at the top of the stairs was often more honest than a careful one done at home from a photograph. My teacher asked me to write short reflections after each session, which felt awkward at first but which I now rely on to decide what to try next.
Chemistry helped in a practical way. When my oil layers took too long to dry, I understood that linseed oil hardens by reacting with oxygen rather than by evaporating, so I thinned the early layers more and moved the panels somewhere with better air flow. Lab habits have also made me careful with solvents. English Literature has taught me to read closely and argue from detail. Writing about Seamus Heaney's early poems, where tools and physical work carry so much meaning, showed me that ordinary objects can hold real feeling if they are looked at precisely. I want to bring that attention to critiques and written work.
What else have you done to prepare outside of education, and why are these experiences useful?
Since I was sixteen I have worked Saturday mornings at a family bakery, starting at six. I shape rolls, serve customers and cash up the till. The job has made me reliable and quick with my hands, and I have become good at noticing small differences. A loaf that has proved for too long looks slightly different, and I now spot it before anyone points it out.
Last summer I worked with two classmates to paint a large board for the children's corner of our local library. The librarian wanted animals from picture books, so we agreed a plan, split the board into thirds and met to match colours where our sections joined. Mixing the same blue three times over two weeks was harder than the painting itself, so we kept a labelled jar to keep the sky consistent. The board is still up, and I am quietly proud when children point at the fox I painted.
On weekdays I collect my younger brother from school, and we often draw together at the kitchen table while dinner cooks. Watching him draw without worrying about mistakes has loosened my own drawing. I also swim twice a week, which gives me thinking time away from my work. I am ready for a course that expects independent study and honest discussion of what is and is not working.